Beyond the craggy mountain border and far to the west of Jinny’s third floor broken window, multifarious ships slid silently through the Strait of Hormuz like crocodiles into a backyard pool at a children’s birthday party. When acid rain stuck confetti to the ground, the parade ended and nobody stayed to scrape up the mess–the party’s was over, and the war was on. The crocodiles death-rolled over and over again, precipitating a conflict that destabilized the region. Treaties were trampled, plebeians panicked, families floundered, and missiles murdered. ”
Jinny slept.
Three septuagenarians gathered twenty-seven feet beneath her apartment window after midnight—Abdul-Akim, Fasad, and Barakah—each a family patriarch; each a wannabe-a- master-of-oral-history. Each old man breathed deeply; each grew weary of breathing deeply. Abdul-Akim, stooped at the shoulders but level-headed, was generally acknowledged by his people as Hafiz, guardian of the word, and wisest of the tone-deaf trio. He had composed his thoughts, hidden them within his thwab, and stood almost nose to nose with Fasad and Barakah, hoping to poetically cadence memories from his tongue like water ripples over smooth stones; but even on his best days his words puddled and drained slowly.
None had been gifted with a salubrious tongue; none was a bard. However, each conceded that a repetition and retention of the facts of history constituted the warp and the woof of the soul, the means by which evidence of God’s power of deliverance—woven one thread at a time into the imperfect, fraying tapestry of the mind–was to be preserved for posterity. Abdul-Akim and his companions shared in common at least one other hope—that one-day treasured tomes of the heart might be recorded in something more durable than a three-ringed binder. As was their custom, the youngest recited first.
“Well, here I go again—the pasty polish shining up the pots. I am Barakah, by birth and tradition a Sunnite of the school of Abu Haneefah. BUT, while abroad in recent years, my brothers and I learned of The Master. And so I begin by declaring that we wish no man ill. We wish to be no part of jihad. The listener should note that subsequent to our conversion we were bandied to blows and forced into a corner while in defense of our God-given freedom to assemble and worship as we choose. Fearing genocide at the hand of the ayatollah’s secret police, and possessed of no desire to overpopulate the Rasht Memorial Cemetery . . . “
“Or more likely, interment in an irrigation ditch,” tooted Fasad, who unwittingly stitching pinpoints of saliva onto Barakah’s forehead, cheeks, and chin. The younger patriarch stared into Fasad’s dilated, bloodshot eyes and, without blinking. lubricated his lips, cleared his throat, maintained a semblance of composure, and grunted:
“Humph! You always dislodge my decorum so early during our rehearsal. May I please complete mine before you commence with the second movement? I have been promoted to third chair, you know.”
Fasad twisted his stringy beard with two fingers and mumbled, “As you wish.”
“Thank you. As I was saying, our families endured both the picketing and incessant banter of local clerics, but when the ayatollah’s constables swarmed nearby and then hived in our neighborhood like African bees, we sought reprieve from the government. Our sworn affidavits were considered; fumigation was denied; properties were seized without warrants; locals were summarily arrested, and we feared for our liberty and our lives.
“Finally, one night under the cloak of darkness, Abdul-Akim, our munificent Hafiz, invited forty-seven family heads—six of them brave widows—into his library, and we commenced planning our flight from the fatherland. We made ready, we sought aid from Divine Providence, we organized into companies of fifty, and during the dark September equinox we bade farewell to Rasht, our native homeland.” Barakah paused. “Most noble Abdul-Akim, please feel free to amend my recollections. Some days when questions come knocking on my forehead, I sadly post a sign, room for rent.”
Barakah waited for a chuckle, got none, turned memory’s faded page, and continued. “We in the vanguard company loaded up and left the potter’s field two hours before midnight; the second company departed at ten-thirty; the third at eleven; and so forth. And our dream? Find temporary refuge and work in Pakistan among our Sunni brothers and sisters, well-protected beyond Afghanistan’s towering Hindu Kush to the east. Our long journey of what would sum to 5,000 kilometers continued into the morning.” Barakah paused and puzzled. “But did we really walk that far, beneficent Hafiz?” Abdul’s eyes rolled up and he regaled his companions with a click of his tongue.
“First, be sparing with your use of audacious adjectives, Barakah; as I have counseled many times, although older, I am no more beneficent than either of you. Flattery becomes no one. Secondly, we drove—not walked—all the way to Jalalabad, a journey of 2100 kilos, not 5,000. You’re not that far-gone are you, my friend?” Abdul winked, perked his ears, and stared into Barakah’s eyes, anxious to incubate his rejoinder.
Barakah chuckled. “No, well yes, of course. I suppose I am given to a few lapses, relapses, overlapses, and occasional collapses.” He grinned.
Fasad was not enjoying the exchange. “Do you remember passing the skip loader? That would be a good place to start.”
“Details escape me. I do seem to remember our passing a skip loader, but where?”
“‘Twas not far from the entrance to the first tunnel, high above the village; do you remember now? You presumed it to be our first miracle, Barakah.”
“Indeed, it was our first miracle, wasn’t it? A slide had blocked the road and had only been cleared away for a few hours. And, yes, yes, now I remember. Grey to black—grey to black—grey to black—grey to black—then grey to grey, and black-black-black. But the rest escapes me. Why is it more difficult to remember events that occurred in the middle of the night?”
Fasad steamed and blew his whistle. “Honestly, do you think our passage through and between those stuffy tunnels worthy of description? Here is your problem, Barakah—well at least one of your problems—you did not properly warm up before you left your apartment this evening. As a result, you are frittering away our time. So, begin with this: We rendezvoused after exiting the Mazandaran Tunnel before dawn. I know everyone in my vehicle sighed ‘amen’ after we emerged from that long black hole in the mountain. And do you not remember the glass-beaded sign,Tehran 175 kilometers? Well, I for one will never forget thinking to myself, ‘Fasad, you are parading in company with fools,’ for now we were upon the Haraz Parkway and, if spotted, as digestible as fresh carrion. Why, I literally curled my toes and held my breath as we passed squad after squad of soldiers, packed together like wolves billeted along the road. We were exposed and highly vulnerable; but, fa-la-la-la-la, I strung along, not wanting to cause contention, and knowing that without me our plan would fail.”
Barakah felt the pain of a crossing guard whose sign had been knocked to the ground and run over by a bus, but he was still standing. “Must I go on, Abdul-Akim?”
“If you please, please.”
“Very well, then. I do remember the freshly painted lines running down the middle of the black asphalt road. And I confess, Fasad, my countenance, too, gave way to gloom as we passed the blistered, graffitied billboard—Visit Mazandaran by the Caspian—the village where stands my modest, now confiscated summer home. But once we arrived in the capital and saw the streets crowded with disquieted faces, paraded placards, clustered civilians, German Shepherd dogs, shielded brigades of policemen, and barricaded boulevards, I knew our noble Hafiz had chosen our exit strategy well.
“We followed the Jajrood River Road—yes, yes, that was its name—south.”
Fasad interrupted, “You must state your case clearly. Was it the Jajrood road or the South road?”
“Never mind him.” Abdul- Akim patted Barakah on the shoulder. “You are doing well, but please accelerate your tempo.”
“As the Americans would say, ‘I am on a roller,’ Master Abdul. We navigated block by block through homely suburbs until we found the Old Persian Silk Road, which we followed eastward into the late afternoon. Teeth rattled at the roar of jet engines screaming overhead; a convoy of military trucks, laden with soldiers and the accouterments of war, recklessly rolled past, honking, spinning gravel from the road, and spewing black smoke . . . How am I doing? Yes, yes, and I remember soldiers gesturing the sign-language of hell from open windows; but no one pulled us over, and no one ran us off the road. I would say this was another miracle.
“Garmsar-Semnan-Damghan-Malek Abad, all familiar municipalities—and yes, I am good with names—they all rushed up to greet us, only to be left behind coughing up our dust. Heavy opposing traffic cumbered the road, evidence that others seeking asylum had been turned around at the border crossing, for surely this was a season for tourists. Did I say, ‘they were turned around’? Was even our exile to be prohibited? We did not know.” Barakah spread his feet further apart and clasped his hands together.
“I blanched with fear when an amplified voice blared, ‘STOP. TURN BACK.’ No-no-no-no.” The memory caused Barakah’s heart to skip a beat. He blurted, “Oh august Abdul, what has become of our homeland?” His brothers echoed only silence. Barakah regained his composure and wiped his eyes with his thumbs. “Forgive the outburst, but the memory is very upsetting. The gated Kalan Corridor, shrouded in razor wire, looked more daunting than black bunting around a funeral pyre. Military policemen blocked both border egress and ingress and paced up and down like zoo lions behind dozens of red cones, labeled CAL-TRANS, as I recall. Engraved on my memory is the sight of automatic weapons pointed directly at our vehicle. Little Dalir whispered in my ear, ‘Papa, as the Americans would say, ‘are we done for?’
“A sullen-faced Revolutionary Guardsman stepped from between the orange cones and sauntered back and forth to assure—I believe—that all eyes in Master Abdul’s Dodge van took note of the bulls-eyed wings on his sleeve. He rested one hand on his holstered semi-automatic, walked to the window, and for a short eternity stood silently twisting his long-handled mustache with one hand, the other fondling his weapon’s grip. I mumbled, ‘Yes, little Dalir we may be done for.’” Barakah paused. “And why is fiddling with facial hair such a fetish for some men?” Not allowing for a response, he cleared his throat and continued.
“After rudely slapping the forged exit-visa from our leader’s hand and watching it fall, the guardsman leaned over, plucked it from the road, stepped back, and drew the parchment close to his nose. We held our breath while he walked the document back and forth in front of his eyes. To our surprise he stopped, grunted, grimaced, straightened, and commenced slapping at his bottom with the undocumented hand. His armed comrades raised the gate and without further ado waved us across the border into Afghanistan. The stricken officer, still slapping at his gluteus maximus, glared at each passing vehicle but stopped no one. We could not have been more astonished had we been guests at the very wedding feast where Jesus turned water into wine and saved a celebration from sobriety. Who could describe, my brothers, the relief and joy that poured into our grateful souls? Another miracle. We hurried on.”
“Yes, yes, please; hurry on and up,” carped Fasad. “I am thirsty.”
“We lost daylight but found and purchased petrol at a truck stop. It’s brawny, under-dressed owner was so thrilled to see us line up, pump, and pay cash, he offered overnight accommodations in his pistachio orchard near the American military base in Herat. Our women and children harvested until dark; we gorged; we prayed; we tried to sleep. I lay by little Dalir whose asthmatic breathing worried me through the night.
“When I awoke, Dalir seemed better, despite a passing squall, and the weather had turned in our favor. Drip-dried clothing was retrieved from the trees; our vehicles sputtered to life, steamed, and slowly paraded bumper to bumper toward a hastily constructed barricade manned by the U. S. Army. A large sign, mounted upside-down on the crossing arm and printed in English, read, STOP! So, we did. Checkpoint Charlie was all that stood between us and the long road to Kabul.
A few of us climbed out to stretch, spit, and cheer one another. We decided to harmonize and sang at the top of our lungs until the heat of the morning sapped our energy and left us silently worrying over our prospects for moving on. In the midst of our human vapor-lock, a siren wailed like an unfed toddler. I feared that the children’s hopes might evaporate faster than the sweat from their flushed foreheads and faces. They looked so innocent, so absent of guile. Little Dalir’s breathing again became labored.
“A sat-phone rang in the security booth. All eyes focused on the MP who answered the call. He stood and—armed with an AR-15—cautiously closed the distance between our lead vehicle and himself. He examined Master Abdul’s papers. No, I err, his papers remained at the border. Our hearts sank. The soldier continued walking slowly past each vehicle, looking, we supposed, for weaponry. His name-tag read, O D W Y E R. He didn’t appear odd to me, but then, you can’t judge a soldier by his name-tag.
“After eyeballing eleven anxious faces OD WYER jogged forward and announced to our leader, ‘You may pass, Sir. Good luck.’ Every engine came synchronously to life and hummed on key as OD WYER and two Afghan partners—also dressed in camo-green—beat 2-2 time and waved us through. We increased the distance between vehicles so as not to draw undue attention to our happy chorus of clattering engines, happy children, and relieved adults all talking at the same time.”
“All undoubtedly following your lead,” chimed in Fasad.
“We drove through the night and arrived shortly after Kabul’s bazaar-cluttered streets had opened for business. The locals ignored us, which I thought strange. Gasoline seemed in short supply but available for a price, a high price; we bought and moved on, navigating the narrow gorge road beyond Kabul without mishap, and drove into the late afternoon, arriving before dusk at Two Rivers Bridge near Jalalabad. Let the record reflect gratitude: no flat tires; no overheated engines; no attacks; no deaths—but alas, no fuel. Pumps had been locked and labeled with wide yellow tape: ‘NO POWER-NO PUMP-NO PETROL-NO PARKING.’
“We crossed our fingers, our hearts, the bridge, and set sights on the distant Khyber Pass, soon to be veiled by darkness. An hour and ten minutes later one of the vehicles in the third company stalled and stopped; then another; followed by yet another. Three strikes and you’re out. We had no disposition to leave anyone behind, so we were stranded together in a dark, hostile wilderness. Our exigency drove us to our knees. Some families settled alongside the road. Others of us returned to our vehicles to endure another long, sleepless night. No fires–we feared a sneak attack of the Taliban. No traffic passed us by; cell-phones were useless, but at least we had one another. Dalir’s condition worsened.”
Fasad teetered and was ready to totter. He had fallen asleep. Abdul nudged him with his leg.
“What? Who? . . . I was resting my eyes, if you don’t mind. Are you nearly finished, Barakah?”
“Nearly. Every sixty minutes armed sentries sounded, ‘All is well,’ until about two-thirty in the morning. I was awakened by the mating call of a Siberian Crane. Safeed! It was the signal of our forward scout, returning to report. Family heads arose and gathered around my Chevy pickup hoping to hear good news. Safeed exuded excitement as he scrambled onto the cab roof with a failing flashlight in his hand:
“‘Twelve of them. I found twelve of them,’ he jubilantly exclaimed. “I was two miles ahead of the camp and darkness had fallen. While hiking back to join you, I stepped on something, leaned over, and picked it up–a broken camera. I saw nothing else on the ground and decided to keep walking, but then it happened. A voice in my head said, “Look.” Look? Look where? Through a broken lens? I walked to the edge of the road, flashed my light down the steep bank, and saw nothing. I crossed to the far side of the road, knelt, and studied the ground. Human tracks–lots of them. My hands trembled. I shut off the flashlight, slid from the road down the embankment, sat, and listened; no voices, not even the song of the cicada; nothing but the beating of my own heart—resounding like tympani. I pressed the switch on my flashlight and there they were. I rubbed my eyes in disbelief. Can one’s sight fall short of one’s faith? Or should it be said, can one’s faith fall short of one’s sight?’”
“Enough,” decreed Fasad, startling Barakah. “I will tell it from here, Barakah. “You wander from the score, and your voice has become as raspy as a clarinet with a dry, broken reed.”
Barakah mumbled something no one understood, and then fell silent.
“ Barakah, you are given to wandering. Allow me to bring this recital to a chronological conclusion,” grumbled Fasad. “I climbed on the truck, grabbed Safeed by the shoulders, and whispered, ‘Enough with the suspense, Safeed. Repeat this to no one, but I am about to wet my pants, so spare us the melodrama and tell us what you discovered in the bushes.‘”
“’Abandoned handcarts. Yes, handcarts, mostly in good repair, and that is not all. I found this, too.’ He held up a blue-capped, plastic water bottle and for a moment looked like an Iranian reproduction of the Statue of Liberty. ‘My friends,’ he said, ‘I located twenty-three cases of water; but left behind by whom? I do not know. As you can attest, my flashlight needs a charge, but I no longer do,’ he concluded triumphantly.”
“’Enough, Safeed.’ I replied. ‘Step down before you glamorize your discovery by calling it a miracle. Go. Rejoin your parents and sister and wet your pallet. They are there,’ I pointed. And then you, Abdul, upstaged me by insisting that we kneel together in the dark and thank God for yet another miracle. How utterly pointless. Evening prayers had concluded only hours before, and as the Americans would say, ‘add insult to injury,’ I soiled my best designer jeans and had no place to rinse them out.”
Abdul and Barakah mumbled something unintelligible, but Fasad dragged on like fingernails terrorizing a chalkboard.
“Miracle indeed! Irgla almost came unglued trying to squeeze all our stuff into a boxy handcart. Furthermore–and very troublesome at the time–you know who down the street refused to gag her cackling chickens. I wanted to strangle the lot of them for fear of being detected by the Taliban. And finally, Abdul, I had no place to ride, leaving me under the necessity of dragging Irgla’s heavy satchel. It made me sweat like a sow.”
Abdul started to say something but Fasad interrupted. “Yes Abdul, I know, too much alliteration.”
“No Fasad, I was about say pigs don’t sweat.”
“Right, but I ask you both, was what we sacrificed worth this long journey?”
Abdul bit his tongue for the umpteenth time. Fasad continued to pound his drum of discontent. “It was dark and very cold when I first espied Peshawar through a thick layer of smog.”
“But wait,” plead Barakah. “You must first mention that some among our party reported that unseen hands helped push their carts up the hill and through the Pass.”
“Excuse me,” Fasad sniped. “YOU mentioned it. Be assured that my memory is strong as a rope of many strands, and unlike yours, they have not frayed; furthermore, I am not given to speculation. So, do listen and learn.” Fasad calmed a bit and then continued, “Abdul-Akim stood before us, turned and pointed downhill toward the distant village, and declared, ‘We must not continue on to Islamabad. God has prospered our journey and wills that we find sanctuary among the people of Peshawar, where we must work for what we receive, for God has no use for a drone. I command that each of you help prepare to assist those who follow, for they will come, whether you like it or not.’” Amused that Abdul-Akim had winced, Fasad paused to sneeze.
Abdul suggested, “Private interpretations of what I actually said notwithstanding, perhaps we should call it a night, or a draw.”
“No, no, no. At our last visit you rushed my recital such that my tongue got Charlie-horsed, if indeed, that is possible. So now, begging your indulgence, please let me remind you both that it was I who first espied Peshawar”
“Please, put a lid on it, you pugnacious parasite.”
“Did you say something, Barakah?
“No, no, please proceed,” he sullenly replied, thankful that his jibe had been detected but not deciphered by the larger man.
“Very well then! The village square isn’t square at all; it borders the east side of the city instead of being in the center where it belongs. And who could forget the snake? It rattled to get attention alright, but not so it could present us the key to the village. I tell you both, the snake was a bad omen indeed.”
“Fasad, Fasad, calm down or you’ll have a stroke,” plead Abdul.
“Better a stroke than a snake bite . . . and did that squat, so-called hospital have a snake bite kit? Well, I didn’t find one! And who is to blame for my dog’s demise?”
“Yes, that was sad, Fasad, but may I suggest you credit the snake?” Barakah wanted to end the soap opera with a little organ music—his stomach growled—but Abdul didn’t pull the plug; he simply tried to moderate the volume.
“Fasad, kindly do not lose your way. Remember why we are remembering. You are a gifted orator. Please present your closing argument.”
Fasad’s head protruded from his thwab like a turtle from his shell, and he snapped, “As you desire, your honor–the hospital festering on the south of the square reminds me of a pustule needing to be lanced!”
Barakah could hold it back no longer. “Since you choose to delight in such dribble, I assure you, I will now delight in your departure.” And possibly, your demise.
Fasad folded his arms into a knot and pulled tight. “Then YOU tell it.”
Barakah waited for a nod from Abdul-Akim, cleared his throat, and ventured to true-up the rest of the story. “I will summarize for the sake of posterity: The birthday-cake-shaped hospital is modestly supplied and a welcome sight for sore everything. It faces north and forms the lower leg of a right triangle. The other leg to its left includes a cobbler’s shop, three smaller shops, and finally I come to the forgettable flat-roofed municipal building and . . .
Fasad interrupted again. “Wait. Perhaps since I am the best informed on Muslim culture I should say that the flat-roofed municipal building abuts a much taller, magnificent minaret—lighthouse to the Muslim world—very close to the main road. Let the line between the minaret and the hospital’s eastern perimeter represent the hypotenuse of your right triangle. It points toward Islamabad. Not that I’ll ever get to visit,” he carped disdainfully.
Jaded companions’ eyes reeled over like symbols beneath a slot machine’s windows–no payout–but Fasad was on a roll. “It was I who first spotted this village; I was first to note that it was once the habitation of Shi’a Muslims— the very people who forced us from our homes—as is plainly manifest by the minaret.”
“Why don’t you just go on-line and market selfies,” suggested Barakah. “You are so full of yourself, perhaps tomorrow you should go on a fast.”
Fasad snorted, “I can see that you are testing my resolve, so I shall conclude my recital, as you call it, on a high note. The minaret reaches to a height of over fifty feet and is, like me, well-rounded and will withstand the tests of time. It reminds me of my villa by the Caspian; it is of classic neo-natal design–a colorful canopy, cornices, decorative brick and tile work. It In its tower once stood the muezzin calling people to prayer. He must have climbed through its arched portal from a fire escape, or perhaps a ladder on the municipal building roof. Because of congenital vertigo I have never climbed the minaret, but it is the only object within two hundred kilometers of Peshawar worthy of remembering. My wife has named it, Fasad Tower.
“Perhaps you should simply scratch its mention from your narrative,” replied Barakah.
“Now, now, my brothers, remember that contention is of the devil,” counseled Abdul. “it is neither our purpose to draft an encyclopedia nor create a monument this evening,” he chortled as good-naturedly as humanly possible.
“Then I defer to you, Abdul-Akim.” Know it all.
“Thank you and well spoken, Fasad.” Tugging his thwab tightly around his shoulders, Abdul sought to mellow the moment and soothe the savage beast. “I am Abdul-Akim. We thanked God for what we found here: Cobbled streets and multiple-storied dwellings; protection from the sun, wind and occasional rain; modestly manicured, furnished dwellings occupying five square blocks. Indeed, they have outlasted many generations and peoples. Shall I continue? I grow weary.”
“Yes,” replied Barakah. “Your word pictures are concise, congruous, corroborative, and I am out of adjectives, dear Hafiz. Oh yes, and I hasten to add they are pristine, poetic and to the point,” Barakah beamed. “But your employ of Persian nouns may need a little spit-polish.”
Fasad popped his knuckles. “We are Persians.”
Abdul-Akim brokered a chuckle. “To our amazement, we discovered canned foods, cultivated garden plots, and several bubbling wells, originating, as we suppose, in the nearby mountains. But soon—too soon—contention surfaced like a bug hatch on water and a few of our citizens complained, ‘Abdul-Akim. You are an old fool. You have led us to this desolate valley. And now you presume to dictate our future! Some laud you as a visionary, but to us you are delusional. Wealth and prosperity await us in Islamabad, just as it must have greeted those who preceded us from this desolate place.’” Abdul pause, sighed, and shook his head. “It was raining the day those discontents continued on down the road, wagging their tails behind them.”
“Well spoken, Abdul,” applauded his lone debate partner.
“Omit the wagging tails,” stipulated Fasad, before once again inserting himself as narrator.
“Separated from the Afghans, Iran, and the United States Army by only the Hindu Kush Mountains, we fear that one day soon our enemies might breach the Pass from the west. I still think Islamabad an attractive destination, but here we are, stalled in the desert. Others seeking freedom from tyranny have paused to visit and then moved on to greener pastures.”
“Yes, they moved on because we proffered open arms and a shovel,” observed Abdul. “Ours has always been a gospel of work—cultivating, planting, irrigating, and harvesting. We desire to be as self-sustaining as possible and to live at peace with God and man.”
Fasad abruptly raised a hand. “We are NOT self-sufficient! Perhaps our history should devote a whole chapter to peddlers from Islamabad who take more than they give. Scalping and thievery are not uncommon here. You would agree? Yes, and I think alien skulduggery should be added to the glossary.”
Abdul-Akim, hoping Fasad’s discordant recital had ended, sat on a rusted folding chair—he had named it tranquility base—and munched a few pistachios. At this late hour, he preferred his bed where he could dream being on the shores of the Caspian with a warm towel around his neck, breathing in contentment—but that would have to wait.
Barakah lay down upon the cool paving stones at Abdul’s feet and laced his finger behind head. He pondered the heavens and exclaimed, “O benevolent Abdul, the moon is so very full of glory tonight.
Fasad, perched precariously on the edge of an overturned stone bench, popped his knuckles again, and interjected, “But O benevolent Barakah, do you not see the pock-marks on its sorry face?”
Abdul’s nose and forehead bunched upward, but not because he had just swallowed his snack down the wrong tube. “Fasad, let us suffice to say that God created the moon and stars to rule by night, and at His behest, the sun to rule and enlighten the day.”
Fasad wagged his head condescendingly, twisted his beard between his finger and thumb, and murmured quietly, “Have it your way, if you must.” Barakah, imitated a motor boat, sputtered carbon dioxide from between his thick lips and gazed up at Abdul, who had drawn back his shoulders in a painful stretch of his pecs. To Barakah, Abdul’s profile—contemplative but not self-absorbed—mirrored the bust of a statuesque Greek god, highlighted by moonbeams.
Abdul, appeared to have taken a chill, or to have read Fasad’s mind. He snugged the tattered thwab across his chest and cautioned, “My brothers, trouble is coming to the village. While gathering laundry from her clotheslines atop the municipal building, my daughter-in-law finally spotted the enigmatic trumpeter. He wears the uniform of the United States Army and hides behind the parapet.” Quick to observe wrinkling distress in his companions’ faces, Abdul hastened to add, “Tut, tut, now. Dalal confirmed to my own ears that the soldier is harmless. He calls himself Sham or Shram; his only possessions are a trumpet, a soiled thwab with which he pillows his head, and a shotgun.”
Recoiling, Fasad snapped, “ONLY A SHOTGUN, you say? Abdul-Akim, his very presence is a threat, and he is either a deserter or a spy!”
“Yes, yes, my brothers, Dalal’s report is both confirming and disturbing. Let me explain.” Wearily the three old men knelt on their haunches while Abdul skyped details to anxious ears: “When Dalal asked why he was in hiding, the soldier gave no reply, but you know my daughter-in-law. She persisted. ‘Are you hungry,’ she asked? He nodded. ’Then talk to me and I will bring you food,’ she demanded.
“He replied, ‘I have disgraced my family; I have dishonored my flag; I have abandoned the only people who ever showed me kindness, back there on the road. They should have arrived in town by now,’ he said, struggling to his feet and balling his fists. Dalal instinctively drew her knife, ready to plunge it into his chest, but he shrank back and raised his arms defensively.
“’No, no, please don’t kill me. I am as harmless as legless roach.’
“Yes, I believe those were his words. He wept as he explained that the small group of old men, women and a few children with whom he had journeyed moved so slowly that he feared being apprehended by the military or attacked by the Taliban; so, he stole the shotgun, sneaked away in the dead of night, and arrived here before the dawn of a new day.”
Barakah shuddered, “He has been here for two days.. Who knows what may have befallen those with whom he traveled?”
“Yes, yes, Barakah. Your concern was voiced also by Dalal,” replied Abdul. “The souls who traveled with the deserter should have arrived by this evening.”
Unable to defuse his ire, Fasad fumed, “This Sham forebodes trouble, just as you have said, Abdul-Akim. We must rid . . .”
Hearing distant footfalls, Abdul placed a finger to Fasad’s lips, listened, and then whispered. “He is coming. Before he arrives, I remind you that the soldier was dehydrated and near starvation. Do you fault Dalal for taking pity on him? And I add, he consented to ascend the pole to the minaret and be watchman through the night.”
“The pole? Our watchman? Imbecilic! We must neither harbor nor tolerate a deserter,” whispered Fasad.
“Are we not all deserters, my friend?” replied Abdul-Akim. “Truly, by his own admission the man deserted his post near Kabul. Did we not flee our homeland? Who of us should be his judge? Did he not show compassion upon the wayfarers by pushing a cartload of children to the Pass before fleeing in the night.”
They heard footfalls. Each patriarch turned his head toward the dark alleyway and climbed to his feet. “It’s Safeed,” reminded Abdul. “Asalaam Alaykum, peace be upon you and your family, our friend and minister to the poor and the widows.”
“Wa Alaykum Asalaam. Would that I might do more,” replied Safeed before losing his composure and wrenching a fist to his mouth. He muffled a sob. “Father is gone. He suffering has ended. Gharam sits at mother’s side. She does not know. She does not know, and . . . oh Barakah, I was so sad to hear of Dalir’s passing but twelve hours past.” Safeed could not continue. Barakah broke down and wept aloud.
After each had proffered consolation to the others, Safeed’s tender soliloquy ensued: “I have come to report that our community has been added upon by four souls this very night. Only hours ago a beautiful weary maiden pushed a cart—laden with two children and a wounded old man—into the village square. All were assisted into the hospital and administered care. The matron reported with no apparent disdain that the young woman is an American soldier and called her efforts courageous. Of this, her self-sacrifice offers confirmation. The old man, near death, was found among his slaughtered companions at the Pass. The children call the female soldier, ‘Mama’. But I think not.”
“Ah, the people left behind by the deserter! And now we have another?” exclaimed Fasad.
“No. No. Not a deserter. Please forgive, but I overheard your outburst as I approached. There is something very different about this soldier. The children love her, and she exudes compassion. As I have explained, I believe she rescued both the children and the old man, and she is very beautiful.”
Barakah pressed, “Are the children relatives of the old man? What is his name?”
Safeed gently lifted a finger and wiped a tear from Barakah’s cheek. ” I think not.. I do not yet know the name of the woman or the old man, but the children are called Asad, age seven, and Asif, is nearly five. They are very bright. As I have explained, the woman pushed the cart, laden with human treasure, all the way from the Pass to our village.”
Safeed looked around. “I see that already the cart has walked away, but the little family sleeps above us.” He pointed at a broken window where a shutter hung by one hinge. Of the three patriarchs, only Barakah had enough flexion in his neck to look up without again lying down. Safeed continued, “I will care for them as for the others who have need of my help. And, oh yes, now I remember, Jinny is her name.” Safeed reiterated, “She is very beautiful, for a soldier.”
Abdul-Akim had been listening between the lines. He spoke calmly. “Safeed, I apprehend that grave danger follows the two Americans to our village. I also believe your conclusions to be true. We must protect the woman, the children, and the old man from harm, just as if they had traveled with us from Iran.”
Abdul placed hands on Safeed’s shoulders and looked into his eyes. “We three will pray for them, but you must be their shepherd. I foresee that many days may pass before we return to our homeland, but joyfully, we are surrounded here by family. If the American woman has done no wrong, as you suggest, she must be reunited with her people. Form no attachments with her.”
“And the children?”
“Allah will provide, my son. Allah will provide. And Safeed, please report back to us here tomorrow night.” All nodded in agreement.
“Good night Safeed.”
“Good night my fathers.” Safeed hurried home.
Abdul-Akim raised and gently placed his right hand on the shoulders of Barakah and Fasad, before he could pull away. “We must stand together. Continue to reflect with your children upon the tender mercies of the Lord.” As each embraced the others, Abdul spoke in hushed tones, at least, hushed tones to the ears of three old men. “When the war has ended we will return home . . . home. Peace be unto you.”
“Good night, Abdul-Akim.” Each patriarch merged with the evening mist and returned to his own abode. Once behind locked doors, Abdul-Akim and Barakah knelt in private prayer for Safeed, his sister, their dying mother, and the refugees. Fasad ate a snack and went to bed.
